Black Cat E-book Author: Edgar Allan Poe Genre: Literature, Terror
1843
THE BLACK CAT
by Edgar Allan Poe
Electronically Enhanced Text (c) Copyright 1996, World Library(R)
THE BLACK CAT
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FOR the most wild, yet most homely narrative which I am about to
pen, I neither expect nor solicit belief. Mad indeed would I be to
expect it, in a case where my very senses reject their own evidence.
Yet, mad am I not- and very surely do I not dream. But to-morrow I
die, and to-day I would unburthen my soul. My immediate purpose is to
place before the world, plainly, succinctly, and without comment, a
series of mere household events. In their consequences, these events
have terrified- have tortured- have destroyed me. Yet I will not
attempt to expound them. To me, they have presented little but Horror-
to many they will seem less terrible than baroques. Hereafter,
perhaps, some intellect may be found which will reduce my phantasm to
the common-place- some intellect more calm, more logical, and far less
excitable than my own, which will perceive, in the circumstances I
detail with awe, nothing more than an ordinary succession of very
natural causes and effects.
From my infancy I was noted for the docility and humanity of my
disposition. My tenderness of heart was even so conspicuous as to make
me the jest of my companions. I was especially fond of animals, and
was indulged by my parents with a great variety of pets. With these I
spent most of my time, and never was so happy as when feeding and
caressing them. This peculiarity of character grew with my growth, and
in my manhood, I derived from it one of my principal sources of
pleasure. To those who have cherished an affection for a faithful and
sagacious dog, I need hardly be at the trouble of explaining the
nature or the intensity of the gratification thus derivable. There is
something in the unselfish and self-sacrificing love of a brute, which
goes directly to the heart of him who has had frequent occasion to
test the paltry friendship and gossamer fidelity of mere Man.
I married early, and was happy to find in my wife a disposition not
uncongenial with my own. Observing my partiality for domestic pets,
she lost no opportunity of procuring those of the most agreeable kind.
We had birds, gold fish, a fine dog, rabbits, a small monkey, and a
cat.
This latter was a remarkably large and beautiful animal, entirely
black, and sagacious to an astonishing degree. In speaking of his
intelligence, my wife, who at heart was not a little tinctured with
superstition, made frequent allusion to the ancient popular notion,
which regarded all black cats as witches in disguise. Not that she was
ever serious upon this point- and I mention the matter at all for no
better reason than that it happens, just now, to be remembered.
Pluto- this was the cat's name- was my favorite pet and playmate. I
alone fed him, and he attended me wherever I went about the house. It
was even with difficulty that I could prevent him from following me
through the streets.
Our friendship lasted, in this manner, for several years, during
which my general temperament and character- through the
instrumentality of the Fiend Intemperance- had (I blush to confess it)
experienced a radical alteration for the worse. I grew, day by day,
more moody, more irritable, more regardless of the feelings of others.
I suffered myself to use intemperate language to my wife. At length, I
even offered her personal violence. My pets, of course, were made to
feel the change in my disposition. I not only neglected, but ill-used
them. For Pluto, however, I still retained sufficient regard to
restrain me from maltreating him, as I made no scruple of maltreating
the rabbits, the monkey, or even the dog, when by accident, or through
affection, they came in my way. But my disease grew upon me- for what
disease is like Alcohol!- and at length even Pluto, who was now
becoming old, and consequently somewhat peevish- even Pluto began to
experience the effects of my ill temper.
One night, returning home, much intoxicated, from one of my haunts
about town, I fancied that the cat avoided my presence. I seized him;
when, in his fright at my violence, he inflicted a slight wound upon
my hand with his teeth. The fury of a demon instantly possessed me. I
knew myself no longer. My original soul seemed, at once, to take its
flight from my body; and a more than fiendish malevolence,
gin-nurtured, thrilled every fibre of my frame. I took from my
waistcoat-pocket a pen-knife, opened it, grasped the poor beast by the
throat, and deliberately cut one of its eyes from the socket! I blush,
I burn, I shudder, while I pen the damnable atrocity.
When reason returned with the morning- when I had slept off the
fumes of the night's debauch- I experienced a sentiment half of
horror, half of remorse, for the crime of which I had been guilty; but
it was, at best, a feeble and equivocal feeling, and the soul remained
untouched. I again plunged into excess, and soon drowned in wine all
memory of the deed.
In the meantime the cat slowly recovered. The socket of the lost eye
presented, it is true, a frightful appearance, but he no longer
appeared to suffer any pain. He went about the house as usual, but, as
might be expected, fled in extreme terror at my approach. I had so
much of my old heart left, as to be at first grieved by this evident
dislike on the part of a creature which had once so loved me. But this
feeling soon gave place to irritation. And then came, as if to my
final and irrevocable overthrow, the spirit of PERVERSENESS. Of this
spirit philosophy takes no account. Yet I am not more sure that my
soul lives, than I am that perverseness is one of the primitive
impulses of the human heart- one of the indivisible primary faculties,
or sentiments, which give direction to the character of Man. Who has
not, a hundred times, found himself committing a vile or a silly
action, for no other reason than because he knows he should not?
Have we not a perpetual inclination, in the teeth of our best
judgment, to violate that which is Law, merely because we understand
it to be such? This spirit of perverseness, I say, came to my final
overthrow. It was this unfathomable longing of the soul to vex
itself- to offer violence to its own nature- to do wrong for the
wrong's sake only- that urged me to continue and finally to consummate
the injury I had inflicted upon the unoffending brute. One morning, in
cool blood, I slipped a noose about its neck and hung it to the limb
of a tree;- hung it with the tears streaming from my eyes, and with
the bitterest remorse at my heart;- hung it because I knew that it
had loved me, and because I felt it had given me no reason of
offence;- hung it because I knew that in so doing I was committing a
sin- a deadly sin that would so jeopardize my immortal soul as to
place it- if such a thing were possible- even beyond the reach of the
infinite mercy of the Most Merciful and Most Terrible God.
On the night of the day on which this cruel deed was done, I was
aroused from sleep by the cry of fire. The curtains of my bed were in
flames. The whole house was blazing. It was with great difficulty that
my wife, a servant, and myself, made our escape from the
conflagration. The destruction was complete. My entire worldly wealth
was swallowed up, and I resigned myself thenceforward to despair.
I am above the weakness of seeking to establish a sequence of cause
and effect, between the disaster and the atrocity. But I am detailing
a chain of facts- and wish not to leave even a possible link
imperfect. On the day succeeding the fire, I visited the ruins. The
walls, with one exception, had fallen in. This exception was found in
a compartment wall, not very thick, which stood about the middle of
the house, and against which had rested the head of my bed. The
plastering had here, in great measure, resisted the action of the
fire- a fact which I attributed to its having been recently spread.
About this wall a dense crowd were collected, and many persons seemed
to be examining a particular portion of it with every minute and eager
attention. The words "strange!" "singular!" and other similar
expressions, excited my curiosity. I approached and saw, as if graven
in bas relief upon the white surface, the figure of a gigantic
cat. The impression was given with an accuracy truly marvellous.
There was a rope about the animal's neck.
When I first beheld this apparition- for I could scarcely regard it
as less- my wonder and my terror were extreme. But at length
reflection came to my aid. The cat, I remembered, had been hung in a
garden adjacent to the house. Upon the alarm of fire, this garden had
been immediately filled by the crowd- by some one of whom the animal
must have been cut from the tree and thrown, through an open window,
into my chamber. This had probably been done with the view of arousing
me from sleep. The falling of other walls had compressed the victim of
my cruelty into the substance of the freshly-spread plaster; the lime
of which, with the flames, and the ammonia from the carcass, had
then accomplished the portraiture as I saw it.
Although I thus readily accounted to my reason, if not altogether to
my conscience, for the startling fact just detailed, it did not the
less fail to make a deep impression upon my fancy. For months I could
not rid myself of the phantasm of the cat; and, during this period,
there came back into my spirit a half-sentiment that seemed, but was
not, remorse. I went so far as to regret the loss of the animal, and
to look about me, among the vile haunts which I now habitually
frequented, for another pet of the same species, and of somewhat
similar appearance, with which to supply its place.
One night as I sat, half stupefied, in a den of more than infamy, my
attention was suddenly drawn to some black object, reposing upon the
head of one of the immense hogsheads of Gin, or of Rum, which
constituted the chief furniture of the apartment. I had been looking
steadily at the top of this hogshead for some minutes, and what now
caused me surprise was the fact that I had not sooner perceived the
object thereupon. I approached it, and touched it with my hand. It was
a black cat- a very large one- fully as large as Pluto, and closely
resembling him in every respect but one. Pluto had not a white hair
upon any portion of his body; but this cat had a large, although
indefinite splotch of white, covering nearly the whole region of the
breast.
Upon my touching him, he immediately arose, purred loudly, rubbed
against my hand, and appeared delighted with my notice. This, then,
was the very creature of which I was in search. I at once offered to
purchase it of the landlord; but this person made no claim to it- knew
nothing of it- had never seen it before.
I continued my caresses, and, when I prepared to go home, the animal
evinced a disposition to accompany me. I permitted it to do so;
occasionally stooping and patting it as I proceeded. When it reached
the house it domesticated itself at once, and became immediately a
great favorite with my wife.
For my own part, I soon found a dislike to it arising within me.
This was just the reverse of what I had anticipated; but I know not
how or why it was- its evident fondness for myself rather disgusted
and annoyed. By slow degrees, these feelings of disgust and annoyance
rose into the bitterness of hatred. I avoided the creature; a certain
sense of shame, and the remembrance of my former deed of cruelty,
preventing me from physically abusing it. I did not, for some weeks,
strike, or otherwise violently ill use it; but gradually- very
gradually- I came to look upon it with unutterable loathing, and to
flee silently from its odious presence, as from the breath of a
pestilence.
What added, no doubt, to my hatred of the beast, was the discovery,
on the morning after I brought it home, that, like Pluto, it also had
been deprived of one of its eyes. This circumstance, however, only
endeared it to my wife, who, as I have already said, possessed, in a
high degree, that humanity of feeling which had once been my
distinguishing trait, and the source of many of my simplest and purest
pleasures.
With my aversion to this cat, however, its partiality for myself
seemed to increase. It followed my footsteps with a pertinacity which
it would be difficult to make the reader comprehend. Whenever I sat,
it would crouch beneath my chair, or spring upon my knees, covering me
with its loathsome caresses. If I arose to walk it would get between
my feet and thus nearly throw me down, or, fastening its long and
sharp claws in my dress, clamber, in this manner, to my breast. At
such times, although I longed to destroy it with a blow, I was yet
withheld from so doing, partly by a memory of my former crime, but
chiefly- let me confess it at once- by absolute dread of the beast.
This dread was not exactly a dread of physical evil- and yet I
should be at a loss how otherwise to define it. I am almost ashamed to
own- yes, even in this felon's cell, I am almost ashamed to own- that
the terror and horror with which the animal inspired me, had been
heightened by one of the merest chimaeras it would be possible to
conceive. My wife had called my attention, more than once, to the
character of the mark of white hair, of which I have spoken, and which
constituted the sole visible difference between the strange beast and
the one I had destroyed. The reader will remember that this mark,
although large, had been originally very indefinite; but, by slow
degrees- degrees nearly imperceptible, and which for a long time my
Reason struggled to reject as fanciful- it had, at length, assumed a
rigorous distinctness of outline. It was now the representation of an
object that I shudder to name- and for this, above all, I loathed, and
dreaded, and would have rid myself of the monster had I dared- it
was now, I say, the image of a hideous- of a ghastly thing- of the
GALLOWS!- oh, mournful and terrible engine of Horror and of Crime- of
Agony and of Death!
And now was I indeed wretched beyond the wretchedness of mere
Humanity. And a brute beast- whose fellow I had contemptuously
destroyed- a brute beast to work out for me- for me a man,
fashioned in the image of the High God- so much of insufferable wo!
Alas! neither by day nor by night knew I the blessing of Rest any
more! During the former the creature left me no moment alone; and, in
the latter, I started, hourly, from dreams of unutterable fear, to
find the hot breath of the thing upon my face, and its vast weight-
an incarnate Night-Mare that I had no power to shake off- incumbent
eternally upon my heart!
Beneath the pressure of torments such as these, the feeble remnant
of the good within me succumbed. Evil thoughts became my sole
intimates- the darkest and most evil of thoughts. The moodiness of my
usual temper increased to hatred of all things and of all mankind;
while, from the sudden, frequent, and ungovernable outbursts of a fury
to which I now blindly abandoned myself, my uncomplaining wife, alas!
was the most usual and the most patient of sufferers.
One day she accompanied me, upon some household errand, into the
cellar of the old building which our poverty compelled us to inhabit.
The cat followed me down the steep stairs, and, nearly throwing me
headlong, exasperated me to madness. Uplifting an axe, and forgetting,
in my wrath, the childish dread which had hitherto stayed my hand, I
aimed a blow at the animal which, of course, would have proved
instantly fatal had it descended as I wished. But this blow was
arrested by the hand of my wife. Goaded, by the interference, into a
rage more than demoniacal, I withdrew my arm from her grasp and buried
the axe in her brain. She fell dead upon the spot, without a groan.
This hideous murder accomplished, I set myself forthwith, and with
entire deliberation, to the task of concealing the body. I knew that I
could not remove it from the house, either by day or by night, without
the risk of being observed by the neighbors. Many projects entered my
mind. At one period I thought of cutting the corpse into minute
fragments, and destroying them by fire. At another, I resolved to dig
a grave for it in the floor of the cellar. Again, I deliberated about
casting it in the well in the yard- about packing it in a box, as if
merchandize, with the usual arrangements, and so getting a porter to
take it from the house. Finally I hit upon what I considered a far
better expedient than either of these. I determined to wall it up in
the cellar- as the monks of the middle ages are recorded to have
walled up their victims.
For a purpose such as this the cellar was well adapted. Its walls
were loosely constructed, and had lately been plastered throughout
with a rough plaster, which the dampness of the atmosphere had
prevented from hardening. Moreover, in one of the walls was a
projection, caused by a false chimney, or fireplace, that had been
filled up, and made to resemble the rest of the cellar. I made no
doubt that I could readily displace the bricks at this point, insert
the corpse, and wall the whole up as before, so that no eye could
detect anything suspicious.
And in this calculation I was not deceived. By means of a crow-bar I
easily dislodged the bricks, and, having carefully deposited the body
against the inner wall, I propped it in that position, while, with
little trouble, I re-laid the whole structure as it originally stood.
Having procured mortar, sand, and hair, with every possible
precaution, I prepared a plaster which could not be distinguished from
the old, and with this I very carefully went over the new brick-work.
When I had finished, I felt satisfied that all was right. The wall did
not present the slightest appearance of having been disturbed. The
rubbish on the floor was picked up with the minutest care. I looked
around triumphantly, and said to myself- "Here at least, then, my
labor has not been in vain."
My next step was to look for the beast which had been the cause of
so much wretchedness; for I had, at length, firmly resolved to put it
to death. Had I been able to meet with it, at the moment, there could
have been no doubt of its fate; but it appeared that the crafty animal
had been alarmed at the violence of my previous anger, and forebore to
present itself in my present mood. It is impossible to describe, or to
imagine, the deep, the blissful sense of relief which the absence of
the detested creature occasioned in my bosom. It did not make its
appearance during the night- and thus for one night at least, since
its introduction into the house, I soundly and tranquilly slept; aye,
slept even with the burden of murder upon my soul!
The second and the third day passed, and still my tormentor came
not. Once again I breathed as a free-man. The monster, in terror, had
fled the premises forever! I should behold it no more! My happiness
was supreme! The guilt of my dark deed disturbed me but little. Some
few inquiries had been made, but these had been readily answered. Even
a search had been instituted- but of course nothing was to be
discovered. I looked upon my future felicity as secured.
Upon the fourth day of the assassination, a party of the police
came, very unexpectedly, into the house, and proceeded again to make
rigorous investigation of the premises. Secure, however, in the
inscrutability of my place of concealment, I felt no embarrassment
whatever. The officers bade me accompany them in their search. They
left no nook or corner unexplored. At length, for the third or fourth
time, they descended into the cellar. I quivered not in a muscle. My
heart beat calmly as that of one who slumbers in innocence. I walked
the cellar from end to end. I folded my arms upon my bosom, and roamed
easily to and fro. The police were thoroughly satisfied and prepared
to depart. The glee at my heart was too strong to be restrained. I
burned to say if but one word, by way of triumph, and to render doubly
sure their assurance of my guiltlessness.
"Gentlemen," I said at last, as the party ascended the steps, "I
delight to have allayed your suspicions. I wish you all health, and a
little more courtesy. By the bye, gentlemen, this- this is a very well
constructed house." [In the rabid desire to say something easily, I
scarcely knew what I uttered at all.]- "I may say an excellently
well constructed house. These walls- are you going, gentlemen?- these
walls are solidly put together"; and here, through the mere phrenzy of
bravado, I rapped heavily, with a cane which I held in my hand, upon
that very portion of the brick-work behind which stood the corpse of
the wife of my bosom.
But may God shield and deliver me from the fangs of the Arch-Fiend!
No sooner had the reverberation of my blows sunk into silence than I
was answered by a voice from within the tomb!- by a cry, at first
muffled and broken, like the sobbing of a child, and then quickly
swelling into one long, loud, and continuous scream, utterly anomalous
and inhuman- a howl- a wailing shriek, half of horror and half of
triumph, such as might have arisen only out of hell, conjointly from
the throats of the damned in their agony and of the demons that exult
in the damnation.
Of my own thoughts it is folly to speak. Swooning, I staggered to
the opposite wall. For one instant the party upon the stairs remained
motionless, through extremity of terror and of awe. In the next, a
dozen stout arms were tolling at the wall. It fell bodily. The corpse,
already greatly decayed and clotted with gore, stood erect before the
eyes of the spectators. Upon its head, with red extended mouth and
solitary eye of fire, sat the hideous beast whose craft had seduced me
into murder, and whose informing voice had consigned me to the
hangman. I had walled the monster up within the tomb!
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