1853
BARTLEBY
by Herman Melville
Electronically Enhanced Text (c) Copyright 1996, World Library(R)
Bartleby
I AM a rather elderly man. The nature of my avocations for the last
thirty years has brought me into more than ordinary contact with what
would seem an interesting and somewhat singular set of men, of whom, as
yet, nothing that I know of has ever been written- I mean the law-
copyists, or scriveners. I have known very many of them, professionally
and privately, and, if I pleased, could relate divers histories at which
good-natured gentlemen might smile and sentimental souls might weep. But
I waive the biographies of all other scriveners for a few passages in
the life of Bartleby, who was a scrivener, the strangest I ever saw or
heard of. While of other law-copyists I might write the complete life,
of Bartleby nothing of that sort can be done. I believe that no
materials exist for a full and satisfactory biography of this man. It is
an irreparable loss to literature. Bartleby was one of those beings of
whom nothing is ascertainable except from the original sources, and, in
his case, those are very small. What my own astonished eyes saw of
Bartleby, that is all I know of him, except, indeed, one vague
report, which will appear in the sequel.
Ere introducing the scrivener as he first appeared to me, it is fit I
make some mention of myself, my employees, my business, my chambers and
general surroundings, because some such description is indispensable to
an adequate understanding of the chief character about to be presented.
Imprimis: I am a man who, from his youth upwards, has been filled
with a profound conviction that the easiest way of life is the best.
Hence, though I belong to a profession proverbially energetic and
nervous even to turbulence at times, yet nothing of that sort have I
ever suffered to invade my peace. I am one of those unambitious lawyers
who never addresses a jury or in any way draws down public applause,
but, in the cool tranquility of a snug retreat, do a snug business among
rich men's bonds, and mortgages, and title deeds. All who know me
consider me an eminently safe man. The late John Jacob Astor, a
personage little given to poetic enthusiasm, had no hesitation in
pronouncing my first grand point to be prudence, my next, method. I do
not speak it in vanity, but simply record the fact that I was not
unemployed in my profession by the late John Jacob Astor, a name which,
I admit, I love to repeat, for it hath a rounded and orbicular sound to
it, and rings like unto bullion. I will freely add that I was not
insensible to the late John Jacob Astor's good opinion.
Some time prior to the period at which this little history begins my
avocations had been largely increased. The good old office, now extinct
in the State of New York, of a Master in Chancery, had been conferred
upon me. It was not a very arduous office, but very pleasantly
remunerative. I seldom lose my temper, much more seldom indulge in
dangerous indignation at wrongs and outrages, but I must be permitted to
be rash here and declare that I consider the sudden and violent
abrogation of the office of Master in Chancery, by the new Constitution,
as a- premature act, inasmuch as I had counted upon a life lease of the
profits, whereas I only received those of a few short years. But this is
by the way.
My chambers were upstairs at No. __ Wall Street. At one end they
looked upon the white wall of the interior of a spacious skylight shaft,
penetrating the building from top to bottom.
This view might have been considered rather tame than otherwise,
deficient in what landscape painters call "life." But, if so, the view
from the other end of my chambers offered at least a contrast, if
nothing more. In that direction, my windows commanded an unobstructed
view of a lofty brick wall, black by age and everlasting shade, which
wall required no spyglass to bring out its lurking beauties, but, for
the benefit of all nearsighted spectators, was pushed up to within ten
feet of my windowpanes. Owing to the great height of the surrounding
buildings, and my chambers' being on the second floor, the interval
between this wall and mine not a little resembled a huge square cistern.
At the period just preceding the advent of Bartleby, I had two persons
as copyists in my employment, and a promising lad as an office boy.
First, Turkey; second, Nippers; third, Ginger Nut. These may seem names
the like of which are not usually found in the Directory. In truth, they
were nicknames, mutually conferred upon each other by my three clerks,
and were deemed expressive of their respective persons or characters.
Turkey was a short, pursy Englishman, of about my own age- that is,
somewhere not far from sixty. In the morning, one might say, his face
was of a fine florid hue, but after twelve o'clock, meridian- his dinner
hour- it blazed like a grate full of Christmas coals; and continued
blazing- but, as it were, with a gradual wane- till six o'clock, P.M.,
or thereabouts; after which I saw no more of the proprietor of the face,
which, gaining its meridian with the sun, seemed to set with it, to
rise, culminate, and decline the following day, with the like regularity
and undiminished glory. There are many singular coincidences I have
known in the course of my life, not the least among which was the fact,
that, exactly when Turkey displayed his fullest beams from his red and
radiant countenance, just then, too, at that critical moment, began the
daily period when I considered his business capacities as seriously
disturbed for the remainder of the twenty-four hours. Not that he was
absolutely idle or averse to business then; far from it. The difficulty
was, he was apt to be altogether too energetic. There was a strange,
inflamed, flurried, flighty recklessness of activity about him. He would
be incautious in dipping his pen into his inkstand. All his blots upon
my documents were dropped there after twelve o'clock, meridian. Indeed,
not only would he be reckless and sadly given to making blots in the
afternoon, but some days he went further and was rather noisy. At such
times, too, his face flamed with augmented blazonry, as if cannel coal
had been heaped on anthracite. He made an unpleasant racket with his
chair; spilled his sandbox; in mending his pens, impatiently split them
all to pieces and threw them on the floor in a sudden passion; stood up
and leaned over his table, boxing his papers about in a most indecorous
manner, very sad to behold in an elderly man like him. Nevertheless, as
he was in many ways a most valuable person to me, and all the time
before twelve o'clock, meridian, was the quickest, steadiest creature,
too, accomplishing a great deal of work in a style not easily to be
matched- for these reasons I was willing to overlook his eccentricities,
though indeed, occasionally, I remonstrated with him. I did this very
gently, however, because, though the civilest, nay, the blandest and
most reverential of men in the morning, yet, in the afternoon he was
disposed, upon provocation, to be slightly rash with his tongue- in
fact, insolent. Now, valuing his morning services as I did, and resolved
not to lose them- yet, at the same time, made uncomfortable by his
inflamed ways after twelve o'clock- and being a man of peace, unwilling
by my admonitions to call forth unseemly retorts from him, I took upon
me one Saturday noon (he was always worse on Saturdays) to hint to him,
very kindly, that perhaps, now that he was growing old, it might be well
to abridge his labors; in short, he need not come to my chambers after
twelve o'clock, but, dinner over, had best go home to his lodgings and
rest himself till teatime. But no; he insisted upon his afternoon
devotions. His countenance became intolerably fervid, as he oratorically
assured me- gesticulating with a long ruler at the other end of the
room- that if his services in the morning were useful, how
indispensable, then, in the afternoon?
"With submission, sir," said Turkey, on this occasion, "I consider
myself your right-hand man. In the morning I but marshal and deploy my
columns, but in the afternoon I put myself at their head, and gallantly
charge the foe, thus"- and he made a violent thrust with the ruler.
"But the blots, Turkey," intimated I.
"True; but, with submission, sir, behold these hairs! I am getting
old. Surely, sir, a blot or two of a warm afternoon is not to be
severely urged against gray hairs. Old age- even if it blot the page- is
honorable. With submission, sir, we both are getting old."
This appeal to my fellow feeling was hardly to be resisted. At all
events, I saw that go he would not. So I made up my mind to let him
stay, resolving, nevertheless, to see to it that, during the afternoon,
he had to do with my less important papers.
Nippers, the second on my list, was a whiskered, sallow, and upon the
whole rather piratical-looking young man of about five and twenty. I
always deemed him the victim of two evil powers- ambition and
indigestion. The ambition was evinced by a certain impatience of the
duties of a mere copyist, an unwarrantable usurpation of strictly
professional affairs, such as the original drawing up of legal
documents. The indigestion seemed betokened in an occasional nervous
testiness and grinning irritability, causing the teeth to audibly grind
together over mistakes committed in copying; unnecessary maledictions,
hissed rather than spoken, in the heat of business; and especially by a
continual discontent with the height of the table where he worked.
Though of a very ingenious mechanical turn, Nippers could never get this
table to suit him. He put chips under it, blocks of various sorts, bits
of pasteboard, and at last went so far as to attempt an exquisite
adjustment by final pieces of folded blotting paper. But no invention
would answer. If, for the sake of easing his back, he brought the table
lid at a sharp angle well up towards his chin, and wrote there like a
man using the steep roof of a Dutch house for his desk, then he declared
that it stopped the circulation in his arms. If now he lowered the table
to his waistbands and stooped over it in writing, then there was a sore
aching in his back. In short, the truth of the matter was Nippers knew
not what he wanted. Or, if he wanted anything, it was to be rid of a
scrivener's table altogether. Among the manifestations of his diseased
ambition was a fondness he had for receiving visits from certain
ambiguous-looking fellows in seedy coats, whom he called his clients.
Indeed, I was aware that not only was he, at times, considerable of a
ward politician, but he occasionally did a little business at the
Justices' courts, and was not unknown on the steps of the Tombs. I have
good reason to believe, however, that one individual who called upon him
at my chambers, and who, with a grand air, he insisted was his client,
was no other than a dun, and the alleged title deed, a bill. But, with
all his failings, and the annoyances he caused me, Nippers, like his
compatriot Turkey, was a very useful man to me; wrote a neat, swift
hand; and, when he chose, was not deficient in a gentlemanly sort of
deportment. Added to this, he always dressed in a gentlemanly sort of
way, and so, incidentally, reflected credit upon my chambers. Whereas,
with respect to Turkey, I had much ado to keep him from being a reproach
to me. His clothes were apt to look oily, and smell of eating houses. He
wore his pantaloons very loose and baggy in summer. His coats were
execrable, his hat not to be handled. But while the hat was a thing of
indifference to me, inasmuch as his natural civility and deference, as a
dependent Englishman, always led him to doff it the moment he entered
the room, yet his coat was another matter. Concerning his coats, I
reasoned with him, but with no effect. The truth was, I suppose, that a
man with so small an income could not afford to sport such a lustrous
face and a lustrous coat at one and the same time. As Nippers once
observed, Turkey's money went chiefly for red ink. One winter day, I
presented Turkey with a highly respectable-looking coat of my own- a
padded gray coat of a most comfortable warmth, and which buttoned
straight up from the knee to the neck. I thought Turkey would appreciate
the favor and abate his rashness and obstreperousness of afternoons. But
no; I verily believe that buttoning himself up in so downy and
blanketlike a coat had a pernicious effect upon him- upon the same
principle that too much oats are bad for horses. In fact, precisely as a
rash, restive horse is said to feel his oats, so Turkey felt his coat.
It made him insolent. He was a man whom prosperity harmed.
Though, concerning the self-indulgent habits of Turkey, I had my own
private surmises, yet, touching Nippers, I was well persuaded that,
whatever might be his faults in other respects, he was, at least, a
temperate young man. But indeed, nature herself seemed to have been his
vintner, and, at his birth, charged him so thoroughly with an irritable,
brandylike disposition that all subsequent potations were needless. When
I consider how, amid the stillness of my chambers, Nippers would
sometimes impatiently rise from his seat, and, stooping over his table,
spread his arms wide apart, seize the whole desk, and move it, and jerk
it, with a grim, grinding motion on the floor, as if the table were a
perverse voluntary agent, intent on thwarting and vexing him, I plainly
perceive that, for Nippers, brandy-and-water were altogether
superfluous.
It was fortunate for me that, owing to its peculiar cause-
indigestion- the irritability and consequent nervousness of Nippers were
mainly observable in the morning, while in the afternoon he was
comparatively mild. So that, Turkey's paroxysms only coming on about
twelve o'clock, I never had to do with their eccentricities at one time.
Their fits relieved each other, like guards. When Nippers's was on,
Turkey's was off; and vice versa. This was a good natural arrangement,
under the circumstances.
Ginger Nut, the third on my list, was a lad some twelve years old. His
father was a carman, ambitious of seeing his son on the bench instead of
a cart before he died. So he sent him to my office, as student at law,
errand boy, cleaner and sweeper, at the rate of one dollar a week. He
had a little desk to himself, but he did not use it much. Upon
inspection, the drawer exhibited a great array of the shells of various
sorts of nuts. Indeed, to this quick-witted youth, the whole noble
science of the law was contained in a nutshell. Not the least among the
employments of Ginger Nut, as well as one which he discharged with the
most alacrity, was his duty as cake and apple purveyor for Turkey and
Nippers. Copying law papers being proverbially a dry, husky sort of
business, my two scriveners were fain to moisten their mouths very often
with Spitzenbergs, to be had at the numerous stalls nigh the Custom
House and Post Office. Also, they sent Ginger Nut very frequently for
that peculiar cake- small, flat, round, and very spicy- after which he
had been named by them. Of a cold morning, when business was but dull,
Turkey would gobble up scores of these cakes, as if they were mere
wafers- indeed, they sell them at the rate of six or eight for a penny-
the scrape of his pen blending with the crunching of the crisp particles
in his mouth. Of all the fiery afternoon blunders and flurried
rashnesses of Turkey was his once moistening a ginger cake between his
lips and clapping it on to a mortgage for a seal. I came within an ace
of dismissing him then. But he mollified me by making an Oriental bow,
and saying:
"With submission, sir, it was generous of me to find you in stationery
on my own account."
Now my original business- that of a conveyancer and title hunter, and
drawer-up of recondite documents of all sorts- was considerably
increased by receiving the Master's office. There was now great work for
scriveners. Not only must I push the clerks already with me, but I must
have additional help.
In answer to my advertisement, a motionless young man one morning
stood upon my office threshold, the door being open, for it was summer.
I can see that figure now- pallidly neat, pitiably respectable,
incurably forlorn! It was Bartleby.
After a few words touching his qualifications, I engaged him, glad to
have among my corps of copyists a man of so singularly sedate an aspect,
which I thought might operate beneficially upon the flighty temper of
Turkey and the fiery one of Nippers.
I should have stated before that ground-glass folding doors divided my
premises into two parts, one of which was occupied by my scriveners, the
other by myself. According to my humor, I threw open these doors or
closed them. I resolved to assign Bartleby a corner by the folding
doors, but on my side of them, so as to have this quiet man within easy
call, in case any trifling thing was to be done. I placed his desk close
up to a small side window in that part of the room, a window which
originally had afforded a lateral view of certain grimy back yards and
bricks, but which, owing to subsequent erections, commanded at present
no view at all, though it gave some light, within three feet of the
panes was a wall, and the light came down from far above, between two
lofty buildings, as from a very small opening in a dome. Still further
to a satisfactory arrangement, I procured a high green folding screen,
which might entirely isolate Bartleby from my sight, though not remove
him from my voice. And thus, in a manner, privacy and society were
conjoined.
At first, Bartleby did an extraordinary quantity of writing. As if
long famishing for something to copy, he seemed to gorge himself on my
documents. There was no pause for digestion. He ran a day and night
line, copying by sunlight and by candlelight. I should have been quite
delighted with his application, had he been cheerfully industrious. But
he wrote on silently, palely, mechanically.
It is, of course, an indispensable part of a scrivener's business to
verify the accuracy of his copy, word by word. Where there are two or
more scriveners in an office, they assist each other in this
examination, one reading from the copy, the other holding the original.
It is a very dull, wearisome, and lethargic affair. I can readily
imagine that, to some sanguine temperaments, it would be altogether
intolerable. For example, I cannot credit that the mettlesome poet,
Byron, would have contentedly sat down with Bartleby to examine a law
document of, say five hundred pages, closely written in a crimpy hand.
Now and then, in the haste of business, it had been my habit to assist
in comparing some brief document myself, calling Turkey or Nippers for
this purpose. One object I had in placing Bartleby so handy to me behind
the screen was to avail myself of his services on such trivial
occasions. It was on the third day, I think, of his being with me, and
before any necessity had arisen for having his own writing examined,
that, being much hurried to complete a small affair I had in hand, I
abruptly called to Bartleby. In my haste and natural expectancy of
instant compliance, I sat with my head bent over the original on my
desk, and my right hand sideways, and somewhat nervously extended with
the copy, so that, immediately upon emerging from his retreat, Bartleby
might snatch it and proceed to business without the least delay.
In this very attitude did I sit when I called to him, rapidly stating
what it was I wanted him to do- namely, to examine a small paper with
me. Imagine my surprise, nay, my consternation, when, without moving
from his privacy, Bartleby, in a singularly mild, firm voice, replied,
"I would prefer not to."
I sat awhile in perfect silence, rallying my stunned faculties.
Immediately it occurred to me that my ears had deceived me, or Bartleby
had entirely misunderstood my meaning. I repeated my request in the
clearest tone I could assume; but in quite as clear a one came the
previous reply, "I would prefer not to."
"Prefer not to," echoed I, rising in high excitement, and crossing the
room with a stride. "What do you mean? Are you moon-struck? I want you
to help me compare this sheet here- take it," and I thrust it towards
him.
"I would prefer not to," said he.
I looked at him steadfastly. His face was leanly composed; his gray
eyes dimly calm. Not a wrinkle of agitation rippled him. Had there been
the least uneasiness, anger, impatience or impertinence in his manner;
in other words, had there been anything ordinarily human about him,
doubtless I should have violently dismissed him from the premises. But
as it was I should have as soon thought of turning my pale plaster-of-
Paris bust of Cicero out of doors. I stood gazing at him awhile, as he
went on with his own writing, and then reseated myself at my desk. This
is very strange, thought I. What had one best do? But my business
hurried me. I concluded to forget the matter for the present, reserving
it for my future leisure. So calling Nippers from the other room, the
paper was speedily examined.
A few days after this, Bartleby concluded four lengthy documents,
being quadruplicates of a week's testimony taken before me in my High
Court of Chancery. It became necessary to examine them. It was an
important suit, and great accuracy was imperative. Having all things
arranged, I called Turkey, Nippers and Ginger Nut, from the next room,
meaning to place the four copies in the hands of my four clerks, while I
should read from the original. Accordingly, Turkey, Nippers, and Ginger
Nut had taken their seats in a row, each with his document in his hand,
when I called to Bartleby to join this interesting group.
"Bartleby! quick, I am waiting."
I heard a slow scrape of his chair legs on the uncarpeted floor, and
soon he appeared standing at the entrance of his hermitage.
"What is wanted?" said he, mildly.
"The copies, the copies," said I, hurriedly. "We are going to examine
them. There"- and I held towards him the fourth quadruplicate.
"I would prefer not to," he said, and gently disappeared behind the
screen.
For a few moments I was turned into a pillar of salt, standing at the
head of my seated column of clerks. Recovering myself, I advanced
towards the screen and demanded the reason for such extraordinary
conduct.
"Why do you refuse?"
"I would prefer not to."
With any other man I should have flown outright into a dreadful
passion, scorned all further words, and thrust him ignominiously from my
presence. But there was something about Bartleby that not only strangely
disarmed me, but, in a wonderful manner, touched and disconcerted me. I
began to reason with him.
"These are your own copies we are about to examine. It is labor saving
to you, because one examination will answer for your four papers. It is
common usage. Every copyist is bound to help examine his copy. Is it not
so? Will you not speak? Answer!"
"I prefer not to," he replied in a flutelike tone. It seemed to me
that, while I had been addressing him, he carefully revolved every
statement that I made; fully comprehended the meaning; could not gainsay
the irresistible conclusion; but, at the same time, some paramount
consideration prevailed with him to reply as he did.
"You are decided, then, not to comply with my request- a request made
according to common usage and common sense?"
He briefly gave me to understand that on that point my judgment was
sound. Yes: his decision was irreversible.
It is seldom the case that, when a man is browbeaten in some
unprecedented and violently unreasonable way, he begins to stagger in
his own plainest faith. He begins as it were, vaguely to surmise that,
wonderful as it may be, all the justice and all the reason is on the
other side. Accordingly, if any disinterested persons are present, he
turns to them for some reinforcement for his own faltering mind.
"Turkey," said I, "what do you think of this? Am I not right?"
"With submission, sir," said Turkey, in his blandest tone, "I think
that you are."
"Nippers," said I, "what do you think of it?"
"I think I should kick him out of the office."
(The reader of nice perceptions, will here perceive that, it being
morning, Turkey's answer is couched in polite and tranquil terms, but
Nippers replies in ill-tempered ones. Or, to repeat a previous sentence,
Nippers's ugly mood was on duty, and Turkey's off.)
"Ginger Nut," said I, willing to enlist the smallest suffrage in my
behalf, "what do you think of it?"
"I think, sir, he's a little luny," replied Ginger Nut, with a
grin.
"You hear what they say," said I, turning towards the screen, "come
forth and do your duty."
But he vouchsafed no reply. I pondered a moment in sore perplexity.
But once more business hurried me. I determined again to postpone the
consideration of this dilemma to my future leisure. With a little
trouble we made out to examine the papers without Bartleby, though at
every page or two Turkey deferentially dropped his opinion that this
proceeding was quite out of the common; while Nippers, twitching in his
chair with a dyspeptic nervousness, ground out between his set teeth
occasional hissing maledictions against the stubborn oaf behind the
screen. And for his (Nippers's) part, this was the first and the last
time he would do another man's business without pay.
Meanwhile Bartleby sat in his hermitage, oblivious to everything but
his own peculiar business there.
Some days passed, the scrivener being employed upon another lengthy
work. His late remarkable conduct led me to regard his ways narrowly. I
observed that he never went to dinner; indeed, that he never went
anywhere. As yet I had never, of my personal knowledge, known him to be
outside of my office. He was a perpetual sentry in the corner. At about
eleven o'clock, though, in the morning, I noticed that Ginger Nut would
advance towards the opening in Bartleby's screen, as if silently
beckoned thither by a gesture invisible to me where I sat. The boy would
then leave the office jingling a few pence, and reappear with a handful
of gingernuts, which he delivered in the hermitage, receiving two of the
cakes for his trouble.
He lives, then, on gingernuts, thought I; never eats a dinner,
properly speaking; he must be a vegetarian, then; but no, he never eats
even vegetables, he eats nothing but gingernuts. My mind then ran on in
reveries concerning the probable effects upon the human constitution of
living entirely on gingernuts. Gingernuts are so called because they
contain ginger as one of their peculiar constituents, and the final
flavoring one. Now, what was ginger? A hot, spicy thing. Was Bartleby
hot and spicy? Not at all. Ginger, then, had no effect upon Bartleby.
Probably he preferred it should have none.
Nothing so aggravates an earnest person as a passive resistance. If
the individual so resisted be of a not inhumane temper, and the
resisting one perfectly harmless in his passivity, then, in the better
moods of the former, he will endeavor charitably to construe to his
imagination what proves impossible to be solved by his judgment. Even
so, for the most part, I regarded Bartleby and his ways. Poor fellow!
thought I, he means no mischief; it is plain he intends no insolence;
his aspect sufficiently evinces that his eccentricities are involuntary.
He is useful to me. I can get along with him. If I turn him away, the
chances are he will fall in with some less indulgent employer, and then
he will be rudely treated, and perhaps driven forth miserably to starve.
Yes. Here I can cheaply purchase a delicious self-approval. To befriend
Bartleby, to humor him in his strange willfulness, will cost me little
or nothing, while I lay up in my soul what will eventually prove a sweet
morsel for my conscience. But this mood was not invariable with me. The
passiveness of Bartleby sometimes irritated me. I felt strangely goaded
on to encounter him in new opposition- to elicit some angry spark from
him answerable to my own. But, indeed, I might as well have essayed to
strike fire with my knuckles against a bit of Windsor soap. But one
afternoon the evil impulse in me mastered me, and the following little
scene ensued:
"Bartleby," said I, "when those papers are all copied, I will compare
them with you."
"I would prefer not to."
"How? Surely you do not mean to persist in that mulish vagary?"
No answer.
I threw open the folding doors near by, and, turning upon Turkey and
Nippers, exclaimed:
"Bartleby a second time says he won't examine his papers. What do you
think of it, Turkey?"
It was afternoon, be it remembered. Turkey sat glowing like a brass
boiler, his bald head steaming, his hands reeling among his blotted
papers.
"Think of it?" roared Turkey. "I think I'll just step behind his
screen and black his eyes for him!"
So saying, Turkey rose to his feet and threw his arms into a
pugilistic position. He was hurrying away to make good his promise when
I detained him, alarmed at the effect of incautiously rousing Turkey's
combativeness after dinner.
"Sit down, Turkey," said I, "and hear what Nippers has to say. What do
you think of it, Nippers? Would I not be justified in immediately
dismissing Bartleby?"
"Excuse me, that is for you to decide, sir. I think his conduct quite
unusual, and indeed, unjust, as regards Turkey and myself. But it may
only be a passing whim."
"Ah," exclaimed I, "you have strangely changed your mind, then- you
speak very gently of him now."
"All beer," cried Turkey; "gentleness is effects of beer- Nippers and
I dined together today. You see how gentle I am, sir. Shall I go and
black his eyes?"
"You refer to Bartleby, I suppose. No, not today, Turkey," I replied;
"pray, put up your fists."
I closed the doors and again advanced towards Bartleby. I felt
additional incentives tempting me to my fate. I burned to be rebelled
against again. I remembered that Bartleby never left the office.
"Bartleby," said I, "Ginger Nut is away; just step around to the Post
Office, won't you? (it was but a three minutes' walk), and see if there
is anything for me."
"I would prefer not to."
"You will not?"
"I prefer not."
I staggered to my desk and sat there in a deep study. My blind
inveteracy returned. Was there any other thing in which I could procure
myself to be ignominiously repulsed by this lean, penniless wight?- my
hired clerk? What added thing is there, perfectly reasonable, that he
will be sure to refuse to do?
"Bartleby!"
No answer.
"Bartleby," in a louder tone.
No answer.
"Bartleby," I roared.
Like a very ghost, agreeably to the laws of magical invocation, at the
third summons he appeared at the entrance of his hermitage.
"Go to the next room, and tell Nippers to come to me."
"I prefer not to," he respectfully and slowly said, and mildly
disappeared.
"Very good, Bartleby," said I, in a quiet sort of serenely severe
self-possessed tone, intimating the unalterable purpose of some terrible
retribution very close at hand. At the moment I half intended something
of the kind. But upon the whole, as it was drawing towards my dinner
hour, I thought it best to put on my hat and walk home for the day,
suffering much from perplexity and distress of mind.
Shall I acknowledge it? The conclusion of this whole business was that
it soon became a fixed fact of my chambers, that a pale young scrivener
by the name of Bartleby had a desk there; that he copied for me at the
usual rate of four cents a folio (one hundred words); but he was
permanently exempt from examining the work done by him, that duty being
transferred to Turkey and Nippers, out of compliment, doubtless, to
their superior acuteness; moreover, said Bartleby was never, on any
account, to be dispatched on the most trivial errand of any sort; and
that even if entreated to take upon him such a matter, it was generally
understood that he would "prefer not to"- in other words, that he would
refuse point-blank.
As days passed on, I became considerably reconciled to Bartleby. His
steadiness, his freedom from all dissipation, his incessant industry
(except when he chose to throw himself into a standing reverie behind
his screen), his great stillness, his unalterableness of demeanor under
all circumstances, made him a valuable acquisition. One prime thing was
this- he was always there- first in the morning, continually through
the day, and the last at night. I had a singular confidence in his
honesty. I felt my most precious papers perfectly safe in his hands.
Sometimes, to be sure, I could not, for the very soul of me, avoid
falling into sudden spasmodic passions with him. For it was exceeding
difficult to bear in mind all the time those strange peculiarities,
privileges, and unheard-of exemptions, forming the tacit stipulations on
Bartleby's part under which he remained in my office. Now and then, in
the eagerness of dispatching pressing business, I would inadvertently
summon Bartleby, in a short, rapid tone, to put his finger, say, on the
incipient tie of a bit of red tape with which I was about compressing
some papers. Of course, from behind the screen the usual answer, "I
prefer not to," was sure to come; and then, how could a human creature,
with the common infirmities of our nature, refrain from bitterly
exclaiming upon such perverseness- such unreasonableness. However, every
added repulse of this sort which I received only tended to lessen the
probability of my repeating the inadvertence.
Here it must be said that, according to the custom of most legal
gentlemen occupying chambers in densely populated law buildings, there
were several keys to my door. One was kept by a woman residing in the
attic, which person weekly scrubbed and daily swept and dusted my
apartments. Another was kept by Turkey for convenience' sake. The third
I sometimes carried in my own pocket. The fourth I knew not who had.
Now, one Sunday morning I happened to go to Trinity Church, to hear a
celebrated preacher, and finding myself rather early on the ground I
thought I would walk round to my chambers for a while. Luckily I had my
key with me, but upon applying it to the lock, I found it resisted by
something inserted from the inside. Quite surprised, I called out, when
to my consternation a key was turned from within, and, thrusting his
lean visage at me, and holding the door ajar, the apparition of Bartleby
appeared, in his shirt sleeves, and otherwise in a strangely tattered
deshabille, saying quietly that he was sorry, but be was deeply engaged
just then, and- preferred not admitting me at present. In a brief word
or two, he moreover added, that perhaps I had better walk around the
block two or three times, and by that time he would probably have
concluded his affairs.
Now, the utterly unsurmised appearance of Bartleby, tenanting my law
chambers of a Sunday morning, with his cadaverously gentlemanly
nonchalance, yet withal firm and self-possessed, had such a strange
effect upon me that incontinently I slunk away from my own door and did
as desired. But not without sundry twinges of impotent rebellion against
the mild effrontery of this unaccountable scrivener. Indeed, it was his
wonderful mildness, chiefly, which not only disarmed me but unmanned me,
as it were. For I consider that one, for the time, is sort of unmanned
when he tranquilly permits his hired clerk to dictate to him and order
him away from his own premises. Furthermore, I was full of uneasiness as
to what Bartleby could possibly be doing in my office in his shirt
sleeves, and in an otherwise dismantled condition, of a Sunday morning.
Was anything amiss going on? Nay, that was out of the question. It was
not to be thought of for a moment that Bartleby was an immoral person.
But what could he be doing there?- copying? Nay again, whatever might be
his eccentricities, Bartleby was an eminently decorous person. He would
be the last man to sit down to his desk in any state approaching to
nudity. Besides, it was Sunday; and there was something about Bartleby
that forbade the supposition that he would by any secular occupation
violate the proprieties of the day.
Nevertheless, my mind was not pacified, and, full of a restless
curiosity, at last I returned to the door. Without hindrance I inserted
my key, opened it, and entered. Bartleby was not to be seen. I looked
round anxiously, peeped behind his screen, but it was very plain that he
was gone. Upon more closely examining the place, I surmised that for an
indefinite period Bartleby must have ate, dressed, and slept in my
office, and that, too, without plate, mirror, or bed. The cushioned seat
of a rickety old sofa in one corner bore that faint impress of a lean,
reclining form. Rolled away under his desk I found a blanket; under the
empty grate, a blacking box and brush; on a chair, a tin basin, with
soap and a ragged towel; in a newspaper a few crumbs of gingernuts and a
morsel of cheese. Yes, thought I, it is evident enough that Bartleby has
been making his home here, keeping bachelor's hall all by himself.
Immediately then the thought came sweeping across me, what miserable
friendliness and loneliness are here revealed. His poverty is great, but
his solitude, how horrible! Think of it. Of a Sunday, Wall Street is
deserted as Petra, and every night of every day it is an emptiness. This
building, too, which of weekdays hums with industry and life, at
nightfall echoes with sheer vacancy, and all through Sunday is forlorn.
And here Bartleby makes his home, sole spectator of a solitude which he
has seen all populous- a sort of innocent and transformed Marius
brooding among the ruins of Carthage!
For the first time in my life a feeling of overpowering stinging
melancholy seized me. Before, I had never experienced aught but a not
unpleasing sadness. The bond of a common humanity now drew me
irresistibly to gloom. A fraternal melancholy! For both I and Bartleby
were sons of Adam. I remembered the bright silks and sparkling faces I
had seen that day, in gala trim, swanlike sailing down the Mississippi
of Broadway; and I contrasted them with the pallid copyist, and thought
to myself, Ah, happiness courts the light, so we deem the world is gay,
but misery hides aloof, so we deem that misery there is none. These sad
fancyings- chimeras, doubtless, of a sick and silly brain- led on to
other and more special thoughts, concerning the eccentricities of
Bartleby. Presentiments of strange discoveries hovered round me. The
scrivener's pale form appeared to me laid out, among uncaring strangers
in its shivering winding sheet.
Suddenly I was attracted by Bartleby's closed desk, the key in open
sight left in the lock.
I mean no mischief, seek the gratification of no heartless curiosity,
thought I; besides, the desk is mine, and its contents, too, so I will
make bold to look within. Everything was methodically arranged, the
papers smoothly placed. The pigeonholes were deep, and, removing the
files of documents, I groped into their recesses. Presently I felt
something there, and dragged it out. It was an old bandanna
handkerchief, heavy and knotted. I opened it, and saw it was a savings
bank.
I now recalled all the quiet mysteries which I had noted in the man. I
remembered that he never spoke but to answer; that, though at intervals
he had considerable time to himself, yet I had never seen him reading-
no, not even a newspaper; that for long periods he would stand looking
out, at his pale window behind the screen, upon the dead brick wall; I
was quite sure he never visited any refectory or eating house, while his
pale face clearly indicated that he never drank beer like Turkey, or tea
and coffee even, like other men; that he never went anywhere in
particular that I could learn; never went out for a walk, unless,
indeed, that was the case at present; that he had declined telling who
he was, or whence he came, or whether he had any relatives in the world;
that though so thin and pale, he never complained of ill health. And
more than all I remembered a certain unconscious air of pallid- how
shall I call it?- of pallid haughtiness, say, or rather an austere
reserve about him, which had positively awed me into my tame compliance
with his eccentricities, when I had feared to ask him to do the
slightest incidental thing for me, even though I might know, from his
long-continued motionlessness, that behind his screen he must be
standing in one of those dead-wall reveries of his.
Revolving all these things, and coupling them with the recently
discovered fact that he made my office his constant abiding place and
home, and not forgetful of his morbid moodiness- revolving all these
things, a prudential feeling began to steal over me. My first emotions
had been those of pure melancholy and sincerest pity; but just in
proportion as the forlorness of Bartleby grew and grew to my
imagination, did that same melancholy merge into fear, that pity into
repulsion. So true it is, and so terrible too, that up to a certain
point the thought or sight of misery enlists our best affections; but,
in certain special cases, beyond that point it does not. They err who
would assert that invariably this is owing to the inherent selfishness
of the human heart. It rather proceeds from a certain hopelessness of
remedying excessive and organic ill. To a sensitive being, pity is not
seldom pain. And when at last it is perceived that such pity cannot lead
to effectual succor, common sense bids the soul be rid of it. What I saw
that morning persuaded me that the scrivener was the victim of innate
and incurable disorder. I might give alms to his body, but his body did
not pain him- it was his soul that suffered, and his soul I could not
reach.
I did not accomplish the purpose of going to Trinity Church that
morning. Somehow, the things I had seen disqualified me for the time
from churchgoing. I walked homeward, thinking what I would do with
Bartleby. Finally, I resolved upon this- I would put certain calm
questions to him the next morning, touching his history, etc., and if he
declined to answer them openly and unreservedly (and I supposed he would
prefer not), then to give him a twenty-dollar bill over and above
whatever I might owe him, and tell him his services were no longer
required; but that if in any other way I could assist him, I would be
happy to do so, especially if he desired to return to his native place,
wherever that might be, I would willingly help to defray the expenses.
Moreover, if, after reaching home, he found himself at any time in want
of aid, a letter from him would be sure of a reply.
The next morning came.
"Bartleby," said I, gently calling to him behind his screen.
No reply.
"Bartleby," said I, in a still gentler tone, "come here; I am not
going to ask you to do anything you would prefer not to do- I simply
wish to speak to you."
Upon this he noiselessly slid into view.
"Will you tell me, Bartleby, where you were born?"
"I would prefer not to."
"Will you tell me anything about yourself?"
"I would prefer not to."
"But what reasonable objection can you have to speak to me? I feel
friendly towards you."
He did not look at me while I spoke, but kept his glance fixed upon my
bust of Cicero, which, as I then sat, was directly behind me, some six
inches above my head.
"What is your answer, Bartleby," said I, after waiting a considerable
time for a reply, during which his countenance remained immovable, only
there was the faintest conceivable tremor of the white attenuated mouth.
"At present I prefer to give no answer," he said, and retired into his
hermitage.
It was rather weak in me I confess, but his manner, on this occasion,
nettled me. Not only did there seem to lurk in it a certain calm
disdain, but his perverseness seemed ungrateful, considering the
undeniable good usage and indulgence he had received from me.
Again I sat ruminating what I should do. Mortified as I was at his
behavior, and resolved as I had been to dismiss him when I entered my
office, nevertheless I strangely felt something superstitious knocking
at my heart, and forbidding me to carry out my purpose, and denouncing
me for a villain if I dared to breathe one bitter word against this
forlornest of mankind. At last, familiarly drawing my chair behind his
screen, I sat down and said: "Bartleby, never mind, then, about
revealing your history; but let me entreat you, as a friend, to comply
as far as may be with the usages of this office. Say now, you will help
to examine papers tomorrow or next day: in short, say now, that in a day
or two you will begin to be a little reasonable:- say so, Bartleby."
"At present I would prefer not to be a little reasonable," was his
mildly cadaverous reply.
Just then the folding doors opened and Nippers approached. He seemed
suffering from an unusually bad night's rest, induced by severer
indigestion than common. He overheard those final words of Bartleby.
"Prefer not, eh?" gritted Nippers- "I'd prefer him, if I were
you, sir," addressing me- "I'd prefer him; I'd give him preferences,
the stubborn mule! What is it, sir, pray, that he prefers not to do
now?"
Bartleby moved not a limb.
"Mr. Nippers," said I, "I'd prefer that you would withdraw for the
present."
Somehow, of late, I had got into the way of involuntarily using this
word "prefer" upon all sorts of not exactly suitable occasions. And I
trembled to think that my contact with the scrivener had already and
seriously affected me in a mental way. And what further and deeper
aberration might it not yet produce? This apprehension had not been
without efficacy in determining me to summary measures.
As Nippers, looking very sour and sulky, was departing, Turkey blandly
and deferentially approached.
"With submission, sir," said he, "yesterday I was thinking about
Bartleby here, and I think that if he would but prefer to take a quart
of good ale every day, it would do much towards mending him, and
enabling him to assist in examining his papers."
"So you have got the word, too," said I, slightly excited.
"With submission, and word, sir?" asked Turkey, respectfully crowding
himself into the contracted space behind the screen, and by doing so
making me jostle the scrivener. "What word, sir?"
"I would prefer to be left alone here," said Bartleby, as if offended
at being mobbed in his privacy.
"That's the word, Turkey," said I- "that's it."
"Oh, prefer? oh yes- queer word. I never use it myself. But, sir,
as I was saying, if he would but prefer-"
"Turkey," interrupted I, "you will please withdraw."
"Oh, certainly, sir, if you prefer that I should."
As he opened the folding door to retire, Nippers at his desk caught a
glimpse of me, and asked whether I would prefer to have a certain paper
copied on blue paper or white. He did not in the least roguishly accent
the word prefer. It was plain that it involuntarily rolled from his
tongue. I thought to myself, surely I must get rid of a demented man,
who already has in some degree turned the tongues, if not the heads, of
myself and clerks. But I thought it prudent not to break the dismission
at once.
The next day I noticed that Bartleby did nothing but stand at his
window in his dead-wall reverie. Upon asking him why he did not write,
he said that he had decided upon doing no more writing.
"Why, how now? what next?" exclaimed I, "do no more writing?"
"No more."
"And what is the reason?"
"Do you not see the reason for yourself?" he indifferently replied.
I looked steadfastly at him, and perceived that his eyes looked dull
and glazed. Instantly it occurred to me that his unexampled diligence in
copying by his dim window for the first few weeks of his stay with me
might have temporarily impaired his vision.
I was touched. I said something in condolence with him. I hinted that
of course he did wisely in abstaining from writing for a while; and
urged him to embrace that opportunity of taking wholesome exercise in
the open air. This, however, he did not do. A few days after this, my
other clerks being absent, and being in a great hurry to dispatch
certain letters by the mail, I thought that, having nothing else earthly
to do, Bartleby would surely be less inflexible than usual, and carry
these letters to the Post Office. But he blankly declined. So, much to
my inconvenience, I went myself.
Still added days went by. Whether Bartleby's eyes improved or not, I
could not say. To all appearance, I thought they did. But when I asked
him if they did, he vouchsafed no answer. At all events, he would do no
copying. At last, in reply to my urgings, he informed me that he had
permanently given up copying.
"What!" exclaimed I; "suppose your eyes should get entirely well-
better than ever before- would you not copy then?"
"I have given up copying," he answered, and slid aside.
He remained as ever, a fixture in my chamber. Nay- if that were
possible- he became still more of a fixture than before. What was to be
done? He would do nothing in the office; why should he stay there? In
plain fact, he had now become a millstone to me, not only useless as a
necklace, but afflictive to bear. Yet I was sorry for him. I speak less
than truth when I say that, on his own account, he occasioned me
uneasiness. If he would but have named a single relative or friend, I
would instantly have written and urged their taking the poor fellow away
to some convenient retreat. But he seemed alone, absolutely alone in the
universe. A bit of wreck in the mid-Atlantic. At length, necessities
connected with my business tyrannized over all other considerations.
Decently as I could, I told Bartleby that in six days' time he must
unconditionally leave the office. I warned him to take measures, in the
interval, for procuring some other abode. I offered to assist him in
this endeavor, if he himself would but take the first step towards a
removal. "And when you finally quit me, Bartleby," added I, "I shall see
that you go not away entirely unprovided. Six days from this hour,
remember."
At the expiration of that period, I peeped behind the screen, and lo!
Bartleby was there.
I buttoned up my coat, balanced myself, advanced slowly towards him,
touched his shoulder, and said, "The time has come; you must quit this
place; I am sorry for you; here is money; but you must go."
"I would prefer not," he replied, with his back still towards me.
"You must."
He remained silent.
Now I had an unbounded confidence in this man's common honesty. He had
frequently restored to me sixpences and shillings carelessly dropped
upon the floor, for I am apt to be very reckless in such shirt-button
affairs. The proceeding, then, which followed will not be deemed
extraordinary.
"Bartleby," said I, "I owe you twelve dollars on account; here are
thirty-two; the odd twenty are yours- Will you take it?" and I handed
the bills towards him.
But he made no motion.
"I will leave them here, then," putting them under a weight on the
table. Then taking my hat and cane and going to the door, I tranquilly
turned and added- "After you have removed your things from these
offices, Bartleby, you will of course lock the door- since everyone is
now gone for the day but you- and if you please, slip your key
underneath the mat, so that I may have it in the morning. I shall not
see you again; so good-bye to you. If, hereafter, in your new place of
abode, I can be of any service to you, do not fail to advise me by
letter. Good-bye, Bartleby, and fare you well."
But he answered not a word; like the last column of some ruined
temple, he remained standing mute and solitary in the middle of the
otherwise deserted room.
As I walked home in a pensive mood, my vanity got the better of my
pity. I could not but highly plume myself on my masterly management in
getting rid of Bartleby. Masterly I call it, and such it must appear to
any dispassionate thinker. The beauty of my procedure seemed to consist
in its perfect quietness. There was no vulgar bullying, no bravado of
any sort, no choleric hectoring and striding to and fro across the
apartment, jerking out vehement commands for Bartleby to bundle himself
off with his beggarly traps. Nothing of the kind. Without loudly bidding
Bartleby depart- as an inferior genius might have done- I assumed
the ground that depart he must, and upon that assumption built all I had
to say. The more I thought over my procedure, the more I was charmed
with it. Nevertheless, next morning, upon awakening, I had my doubts- I
had somehow slept off the fumes of vanity. One of the coolest and wisest
hours a man has is just after he awakes in the morning. My procedure
seemed as sagacious as ever- but only in theory. How it would prove in
practice- there was the rub. It was truly a beautiful thought to have
assumed Bartleby's departure; but, after all, that assumption was simply
my own, and none of Bartleby's. The great point was, not whether I had
assumed that he would quit me, but whether he would prefer so to do. He
was more a man of preferences than assumptions.
After breakfast, I walked downtown, arguing the probabilities pro and
con. One moment I thought it would prove a miserable failure, and
Bartleby would be found all alive at my office as usual; the next moment
it seemed certain that I should find his chair empty. And so I kept
veering about. At the corner of Broadway and Canal Street, I saw quite
an excited group of people standing in earnest conversation.
"I'll take odds he doesn't," said a voice as I passed.
"Doesn't go?- done!" said I, "put up your money."
I was instinctively putting my hand in my pocket to produce my own,
when I remembered that this was an election day. The words I had
overheard bore no reference to Bartleby but to the success or nonsuccess
of some candidate for the mayoralty. In my intent frame of mind, I had,
as it were, imagined that all Broadway shared in my excitement, and were
debating the same question with me. I passed on, very thankful that the
uproar of the street screened my momentary absent-mindedness.
As I had intended, I was earlier than usual at my office door. I stood
listening for a moment. All was still. He must be gone. I tried the
knob. The door was locked. Yes, my procedure had worked to a charm; he
indeed must be vanished. Yet a certain melancholy mixed with this: I was
almost sorry for my brilliant success. I was fumbling under the door mat
for the key, which Bartleby was to have left there for me, when
accidentally my knee knocked against a panel, producing a summoning
sound, and in response a voice came to me from within- "Not yet; I am
occupied."
It was Bartleby.
I was thunderstruck. For an instant I stood like the man who, pipe in
mouth, was killed one cloudless afternoon long ago in Virginia by summer
lightning; at his own warm open window he was killed, and remained
leaning out there upon the dreamy afternoon, till someone touched him,
when he fell.
"Not gone!" I murmured at last. But again obeying that wondrous
ascendancy which the inscrutable scrivener had over me, and from which
ascendancy, for all my chafing, I could not completely escape, I slowly
went downstairs and out into the street, and while walking round the
block considered what I should next do in this unheard-of perplexity.
Turn the man out by an actual thrusting I could not; to drive him away
by calling him hard names would not do; calling in the police was an
unpleasant idea; and yet, permit him to enjoy his cadaverous triumph
over me- this, too, I could not think of. What was to be done? or, if
nothing could be done, was there anything further that I could
assume in the matter? Yes, as before I had prospectively assumed
that Bartleby would depart, so now I might retrospectively assume that
departed he was. In the legitimate carrying out of this assumption I
might enter my office in a great hurry, and, pretending not to see
Bartleby at all, walk straight against him as if he were air. Such a
proceeding would in a singular degree have the appearance of a home
thrust. It was hardly possible that Bartleby could withstand such an
application of the doctrine of assumptions. But upon second thoughts the
success of the plan seemed rather dubious. I resolved to argue the
matter over with him again.
"Bartleby," said I, entering the office, with a quietly severe
expression, "I am seriously displeased. I am pained, Bartleby. I had
thought better of you. I had imagined you of such a gentlemanly
organization that in any delicate dilemma a slight hint would suffice-
in short, an assumption. But it appears I am deceived. Why," I added,
unaffectedly starting, "you have not even touched that money yet,"
pointing to it, just where I had left it the evening previous.
He answered nothing.
"Will you, or will you not, quit me?" I now demanded in a sudden
passion, advancing close to him.
"I would prefer not to quit you," he replied, gently emphasizing
the not.
"What earthly right have you to stay here? Do you pay any rent? Do you
pay my taxes? Or is this property yours?"
He answered nothing.
"Are you ready to go on and write now? Are your eyes recovered? Could
you copy a small paper for me this morning? or help examine a few lines?
or step round to the Post Office? In a word, will you do anything at all
to give a coloring to your refusal to depart the premises?"
He silently retired into his hermitage.
I was now in such a state of nervous resentment that I thought it but
prudent to check myself at present from further demonstrations. Bartleby
and I were alone. I remembered the tragedy of the unfortunate Adams and
the still more unfortunate Colt in the solitary office of the latter;
and how poor Colt, being dreadfully incensed by Adams, and imprudently
permitting himself to get wildly excited, was at unawares hurried into
his fatal act- an act which certainly no man could possibly deplore more
than the actor himself. Often it had occurred to me in my ponderings
upon the subject that had that altercation taken place in the public
street, or at a private residence, it would not have terminated as it
did. It was the circumstance of being alone in a solitary office,
upstairs, of a building entirely unhallowed by humanizing domestic
associations- an uncarpeted office, doubtless, of a dusty, haggard sort
of appearance- this it must have been which greatly helped to enhance
the irritable desperation of the hapless Colt.
But when this old Adam of resentment rose in me and tempted me
concerning Bartleby, I grappled him and threw him. How? Why, simply by
recalling the divine injunction: "A new commandment give I unto you,
that ye love one another." Yes, this it was that saved me. Aside from
higher considerations, charity often operates as a vastly wise and
prudent principle- a great safeguard to its possessor. Men have
committed murder for jealousy's sake, and anger's sake, and hatred's
sake, and selfishness' sake, and spiritual pride's sake; but no man that
ever I heard of ever committed a diabolical murder for sweet charity's
sake. Mere self-interest, then, if no better motive can be enlisted,
should, especially with high-tempered men, prompt all beings to charity
and philanthropy. At any rate, upon the occasion in question, I strove
to drown my exasperated feelings towards the scrivener by benevolently
construing his conduct. Poor fellow, poor fellow! thought I, he don't
mean anything, and besides, he has seen hard times, and ought to be
indulged.
I endeavored, also, immediately to occupy myself, and at the same time
to comfort my despondency. I tried to fancy that in the course of the
morning, at such time as might prove agreeable to him, Bartleby, of his
own free accord would emerge from his hermitage and take up some decided
line of march in the direction of the door. But no. Half-past twelve
o'clock came; Turkey began to glow in the face, overturn his inkstand,
and become generally obstreperous; Nippers abated down into quietude and
courtesy; Ginger Nut munched his noon apple; and Bartleby remained
standing at his window in one of his profoundest dead-wall reveries.
Will it be credited? Ought I to acknowledge it? That afternoon I left
the office without saying one further word to him.
Some days now passed during which, at leisure intervals, I looked a
little into "Edwards on the Will," and "Priestley on Necessity." Under
the circumstances, those books induced a salutary feeling. Gradually I
slid into the persuasion that these troubles of mine touching the
scrivener had been all predestinated from eternity, and Bartleby was
billeted upon me for some mysterious purpose of an all-wise Providence,
which it was not for a mere mortal like me to fathom. Yes, Bartleby,
stay there behind your screen, thought I; I shall persecute you no more;
you are harmless and noiseless as any of these old chairs; in short, I
never feel so private as when I know you are here. At last I see it, I
feel it; I penetrate to the predestinated purpose of my life. I am
content. Others may have loftier parts to enact, but my mission in this
world, Bartleby, is to furnish you with office room for such period as
you may see fit to remain.
I believe that this wise and blessed frame of mind would have
continued with me had it not been for the unsolicited and uncharitable
remarks obtruded upon me by my professional friends who visited the
rooms. But thus it often is that the constant friction of illiberal
minds wears out at last the best resolves of the more generous. Though,
to be sure, when I reflected upon it it was not strange that people
entering my office should be struck by the peculiar aspect of the
unaccountable Bartleby, and so be tempted to throw out some sinister
observations concerning him. Sometimes an attorney having business with
me, and calling at my office, and finding no one but the scrivener
there, would undertake to obtain some sort of precise information from
him touching my whereabouts; but without heeding his idle talk, Bartleby
would remain standing immovable in the middle of the room. So, after
contemplating him in that position for a time, the attorney would depart
no wiser than he came.
Also, when a reference was going on, and the room full of lawyers and
witnesses, and business driving fast, some deeply-occupied legal
gentleman present, seeing Bartleby wholly unemployed, would request him
to run round to his (the legal gentleman's) office and fetch some papers
for him. Thereupon Bartleby would tranquilly decline, and yet remain
idle as before. Then the lawyer would give a great stare, and turn to
me. And what could I say? At last I was made aware that all through the
circle of my professional acquaintance a whisper of wonder was running
round, having reference to the strange creature I kept at my office.
This worried me very much. And as the idea came upon me of his possibly
turning out a long-lived man, and keep occupying my chambers, and
denying my authority; and perplexing my visitors; and scandalizing my
professional reputation; and casting a general gloom over the premises;
keeping soul and body together to the last upon his savings (for
doubtless he spent but half a dime a day), and in the end perhaps
outlive me, and claim possession of my office by right of his perpetual
occupancy- as all these dark anticipations crowded upon me more and
more, and my friends continually intruded their relentless remarks upon
the apparition in my room, a great change was wrought in me. I resolved
to gather all my faculties together and forever rid me of this
intolerable incubus.
Ere revolving any complicated project, however, adapted to this end, I
first simply suggested to Bartleby the propriety of his permanent
departure. In a calm and serious tone, I commended the idea to his
careful and mature consideration. But, having taken three days to
meditate upon it, he apprised me that his original determination
remained the same; in short, that he still preferred to abide with me.
What shall I do? I now said to myself, buttoning up my coat to the
last button. What shall I do? what ought I to do? what does conscience
say I should do with this man, or, rather, ghost. Rid myself of him,
I must; go, he shall. But how? You will not thrust him, the poor, pale,
passive mortal- you will not thrust such a helpless creature out of your
door? you will not dishonor yourself by such cruelty? No, I will not, I
cannot do that. Rather would I let him live and die here, and then mason
up his remains in the wall. What, then, will you do? For all your
coaxing, he will not budge. Bribes he leaves under your own paperweight
on your table; in short, it is quite plain that he prefers to cling to
you.
Then something severe, something unusual, must be done. What! surely
you will not have him collared by a constable, and commit his innocent
pallor to the common jail? And upon what ground could you procure such a
thing to be done?- a vagrant, is he? What! he a vagrant, a wanderer, who
refuses to budge? It is because he will not be a vagrant, then, that
you seek to count him as a vagrant. That is too absurd. No visible
means of support: there I have him. Wrong again: for indubitably he
does support himself, and that is the only unanswerable proof that
any man can show of his possessing the means so to do. No more, then.
Since he will not quit me, I must quit him. I will change my offices; I
will move elsewhere, and give him then notice that if I find him on my
new premises I will then proceed against him as a common trespasser.
Acting accordingly, next day I thus addressed him: "I find these
chambers too far from the City Hall; the air is unwholesome. In a word,
I propose to remove my offices next week, and shall no longer require
your services. I tell you this now, in order that you may seek another
place."
He made no reply, and nothing more was said.
On the appointed day I engaged carts and men, proceeded to my
chambers, and, having but little furniture, everything was removed in a
few hours. Throughout, the scrivener remained standing behind the
screen, which I directed to be removed the last thing. It was withdrawn;
and, being folded up like a huge folio, left him the motionless occupant
of a naked room. I stood in the entry watching him a moment, while
something from within me upbraided me.
I re-entered, with my hand in my pocket- and- and my heart in my
mouth.
"Good-bye, Bartleby; I am going- good-bye; and God some way bless you;
and take that," slipping something in his hand. But it dropped upon the
floor, and then- strange to say- I tore myself from him whom I had so
longed to be rid of.
Established in my new quarters, for a day or two I kept the door
locked, and started at every footfall in the passages. When I returned
to my rooms after any little absence, I would pause at the threshold for
an instant and attentively listen ere applying my key. But these fears
were needless. Bartleby never came nigh me.
I thought all was going well, when a perturbed-looking stranger
visited me, inquiring whether I was the person who had recently occupied
rooms at No. __ Wall Street.
Full of forebodings, I replied that I was.
"Then, sir," said the stranger, who proved a lawyer, "you are
responsible for the man you left there. He refuses to do any copying; he
refuses to do anything; he says he prefers not to; and he refuses to
quit the premises."
"I am very sorry, sir," said I, with assumed tranquility, but an
inward tremor, "but, really, the man you allude to is nothing to me- he
is no relation or apprentice of mine, that you should hold me
responsible for him."
"In mercy's name, who is he?"
"I certainly cannot inform you. I know nothing about him. Formerly I
employed him as a copyist; but he has done nothing for me now for some
time past."
"I shall settle him, then- good morning, sir."
Several days passed, and I heard nothing more; and, though I often
felt a charitable prompting to call at the place and see poor Bartleby,
yet a certain squeamishness, of I know not what, withheld me.
All is over with him, by this time, thought I at last, when, through
another week, no further intelligence reached me. But, coming to my room
the day after, I found several persons waiting at my door in a high
state of nervous excitement.
"That's the man- here he comes," cried the foremost one, whom I
recognized as the lawyer who had previously called upon me alone.
"You must take him away, sir, at once," cried a portly person among
them, advancing upon me, and whom I knew to be the landlord of No. __
Wall Street. "These gentlemen, my tenants, cannot stand it any longer;
Mr. B__," pointing to the lawyer, "has turned him out of his room, and
he now persists in haunting the building generally, sitting upon the
banisters of the stairs by day, and sleeping in the entry by night.
Everybody is concerned; clients are leaving the offices; some fears are
entertained of a mob; something you must do, and that without delay."
Aghast at this torrent, I fell back before it, and would fain have
locked myself in my new quarters. In vain I persisted that Bartleby was
nothing to me- no more than to anyone else. In vain- I was the last
person known to have anything to do with him, and they held me to the
terrible account. Fearful, then, of being exposed in the papers (as one
person present obscurely threatened), I considered the matter, and at
length said that if the lawyer would give me a confidential interview
with the scrivener, in his (the lawyer's) own room, I would, that
afternoon, strive my best to rid them of the nuisance they complained
of.
Going upstairs to my old haunt, there was Bartleby silently sitting
upon the banister at the landing.
"What are you doing here, Bartleby?" said I.
"Sitting upon the banister," he mildly replied.
I motioned him into the lawyer's room, who then left us.
"Bartleby," said I, "are you aware that you are the cause of great
tribulation to me, by persisting in occupying the entry after being
dismissed from the office?"
No answer.
"Now one of two things must take place. Either you must do something,
or something must be done to you. Now what sort of business would you
like to engage in? Would you like to re-engage in copying for someone?"
"No; I would prefer not to make any change."
"Would you like a clerkship in a dry-goods store?"
"There is too much confinement about that. No, I would not like a
clerkship; but I am not particular."
"Too much confinement," I cried; "why you keep yourself confined all
the time!"
"I would prefer not to take a clerkship," he rejoined, as if to settle
that little item at once.
"How would a bartender's business suit you? There is no trying of the
eyesight in that."
"I would not like it at all; though, as I said before, I am not
particular."
His unwonted wordiness inspirited me. I returned to the charge.
"Well, then, would you like to travel through the country collecting
bills for the merchants? That would improve your health."
"No, I would prefer to be doing something else."
"How, then, would going as a companion to Europe, to entertain some
young gentleman with your conversation- how would that suit you?"
"Not at all. It does not strike me that there is anything definite
about that. I like to be stationary. But I am not particular."
"Stationary you shall be, then," I cried, now losing all patience,
and, for the first time in all my exasperating connection with him,
fairly flying into a passion. "If you do not go away from these premises
before night, I shall feel bound- indeed, I am bound- to- to- to
quit the premises myself!" I rather absurdly concluded, knowing not with
what possible threat to try to frighten his immobility into compliance.
Despairing of all further efforts, I was precipitately leaving him, when
a final thought occurred to me- one which had not been wholly unindulged
before.
"Bartleby," said I, in the kindest tone I could assume under such
exciting circumstances, "will you go home with me now- not to my office,
but my dwelling- and remain there till we can conclude upon some
convenient arrangement for you at our leisure? Come, let us start now,
right away."
"No; at present I would prefer not to make any change at all."
I answered nothing, but, effectually dodging everyone by the
suddenness and rapidity of my flight, rushed from the building, ran up
Wall Street towards Broadway, and, jumping into the first omnibus, was
soon removed from pursuit. As soon as tranquillity returned, I
distinctly perceived that I had now done all that I possibly could, both
in respect to the demands of the landlord and his tenants, and with
regard to my own desire and sense of duty, to benefit Bartleby, and
shield him from rude persecution. I now strove to be entirely carefree
and quiescent, and my conscience justified me in the attempt, though,
indeed, it was not so successful as I could have wished. So fearful was
I of being again hunted out by the incensed landlord and his exasperated
tenants that, surrendering my business to Nippers for a few days, I
drove about the upper part of the town and through the suburbs in my
rockaway; crossed over to Jersey City and Hoboken, and paid fugitive
visits to Manhattanville and Astoria. In fact, I almost lived in my
rockaway for the time.
When again I entered my office, lo, a note from the landlord lay upon
the desk. I opened it with trembling hands. It informed me that the
writer had sent to the police, and had Bartleby removed to the Tombs as
a vagrant. Moreover, since I knew more about him than anyone else, he
wished me to appear at that place and make a suitable statement of the
facts. These tidings had a conflicting effect upon me. At first I was
indignant, but at last almost approved. The landlord's energetic,
summary disposition had led him to adopt a procedure which I do not
think I would have decided upon myself; and yet, as a last resort, under
such peculiar circumstances, it seemed the only plan.
As I afterwards learned, the poor scrivener, when told that he must be
conducted to the Tombs, offered not the slightest obstacle, but, in his
pale, unmoving way, silently acquiesced.
Some of the compassionate and curious bystanders joined the party,
and, headed by one of the constables arm in arm with Bartleby, the
silent procession filed its way through all the noise, and heat, and joy
of the roaring thoroughfares at noon.
The same day I received the note, I went to the Tombs, or, to speak
more properly, the Halls of Justice. Seeking the right officer, I stated
the purpose of my call, and was informed that the individual I described
was indeed within. I then assured the functionary that Bartleby was a
perfectly honest man, and greatly to be compassionated, however
unaccountably eccentric. I narrated all I knew, and closed by suggesting
the idea of letting him remain in as indulgent confinement as possible
till something less harsh might be done- though, indeed, I hardly knew
what. At all events, if nothing else could be decided upon, the
almshouse must receive him. I then begged to have an interview.
Being under no disgraceful charge, and quite serene and harmless in
all his ways, they had permitted him freely to wander about the prison,
and, especially, in the inclosed grass-platted yards thereof. And so I
found him there, standing all alone in the quietest of the yards, his
face towards a high wall, while all around, from the narrow slits of the
jail windows, I thought I saw peering out upon him the eyes of murderers
and thieves.
"Bartleby!"
"I know you," he said, without looking round- "and I want nothing to
say to you."
"It was not I that brought you here, Bartleby," said I, keenly pained
at his implied suspicion. "And, to you, this should not be so vile a
place. Nothing reproachful attaches to you by being here. And see, it is
not so sad a place as one might think. Look, there is the sky, and here
is the grass."
"I know where I am," he replied, but would say nothing more, and so I
left him.
As I entered the corridor again, a broad meatlike man in an apron
accosted me, and, jerking his thumb over his shoulder, said- "Is that
your friend?"
"Yes."
"Does he want to starve? If he does, let him live on the prison fare,
that's all."
"Who are you?" asked I, not knowing what to make of such an
unofficially speaking person in such a place.
"I am the grubman. Such gentlemen as have friends here hire me to
provide them with something good to eat."
"Is this so?" said I, turning to the turnkey.
He said it was.
"Well, then," said I, slipping some silver into the grubman's hands
(for so they called him), "I want you to give particular attention to my
friend there; let him have the best dinner you can get. And you must be
as polite to him as possible."
"Introduce me, will you?" said the grubman, looking at me with an
expression which seemed to say he was all impatience for an opportunity
to give a specimen of his breeding.
Thinking it would prove of benefit to the scrivener, I acquiesced,
and, asking the grubman his name, went up with him to Bartleby.
"Bartleby, this is a friend; you will find him very useful to you."
"Your sarvant, sir, your sarvant," said the grubman, making a low
salutation behind his apron. "Hope you find it pleasant here, sir; nice
grounds- cool apartments- hope you'll stay with us some time- try to
make it agreeable. What will you have for dinner today?"
"I prefer not to dine today," said Bartleby, turning away. "It would
disagree with me; I am unused to dinners." So saying, he slowly moved to
the other side of the inclosure and took up a position fronting the
dead-wall.
"How's this?" said the grubman, addressing me with a stare of
astonishment. "He's odd, ain't he?"
"I think he is a little deranged," said I, sadly.
"Deranged? deranged is it? Well, now, upon my word, I thought that
friend of yourn was a gentleman forger; they are always pale and
genteel-like, them forgers. I can't help pity 'em- can't help it, sir.
Did you know Monroe Edwards?" he added, touchingly, and paused. Then,
laying his hand piteously on my shoulder, sighed, "he died of
consumption at Sing-Sing. So you weren't acquainted with Monroe?"
"No, I was never socially acquainted with any forgers. But I cannot
stop longer. Look to my friend yonder. You will not lose by it. I will
see you again."
Some few days after this, I again obtained admission to the Tombs, and
went through the corridors in quest of Bartleby; but without finding
him.
"I saw him coming from his cell not long ago," said a turnkey, "maybe
he's gone to loiter in the yards."
So I went in that direction.
"Are you looking for the silent man?" said another turnkey, passing
me. "Yonder he lies- sleeping in the yard there. 'Tis not twenty minutes
since I saw him lie down."
The yard was entirely quiet. It was not accessible to the common
prisoners. The surrounding walls, of amazing thickness, kept off all
sounds behind them. The Egyptian character of the masonry weighed upon
me with its gloom. But a soft imprisoned turf grew underfoot. The heart
of the eternal pyramids, it seemed, wherein, by some strange magic,
through the clefts, grass-seed, dropped by birds, had sprung.
Strangely huddled at the base of the wall, his knees drawn up and
lying on his side, his head touching the cold stones, I saw the wasted
Bartleby. But nothing stirred. I paused, then went close up to him,
stooped over, and saw that his dim eyes were open; otherwise he seemed
profoundly sleeping. Something prompted me to touch him. I felt his
hand, when a tingling shiver ran up my arm and down my spine to my feet.
The round face of the grubman peered upon me now. "His dinner is
ready. Won't he dine today, either? Or does he live without dining?"
"Lives without dining," said I, and closed the eyes.
"Eh!- He's asleep, ain't he?"
"With kings and counselors," murmured I.
There would seem little need for proceeding further in this history.
Imagination will readily supply the meager recital of poor Bartleby's
interment. But, ere parting with the reader, let me say that if this
little narrative has sufficiently interested him to awaken curiosity as
to who Bartleby was, and what manner of life he led prior to the present
narrator's making his acquaintance, I can only reply that in such
curiosity I fully share, but am wholly unable to gratify it. Yet here I
hardly know whether I should divulge one little item of rumor which came
to my ear a few months after the scrivener's decease. Upon what basis it
rested, I could never ascertain, and hence how true it is I cannot now
tell. But, inasmuch as this vague report has not been without a certain
suggestive interest to me, however sad, it may prove the same with some
others, and so I will briefly mention it. The report was this: that
Bartleby had been a subordinate clerk in the Dead Letter Office at
Washington, from which he had been suddenly removed by a change in the
administration. When I think over this rumor, hardly can I express the
emotions which seize me. Dead letters! does it not sound like dead men?
Conceive a man by nature and misfortune prone to a pallid hopelessness,
can any business seem more fitted to heighten it than that of
continually handling these dead letters, and assorting them for the
flames? For by the cartload they are annually burned. Sometimes from out
the folded paper the pale clerk takes a ring- the finger it was meant
for, perhaps, molders in the grave; a bank note sent in swiftest
charity- he whom it would relieve nor eats nor hungers any more; pardon
for those who died despairing; hope for those who died unhoping; good
tidings for those who died stifled by unrelieved calamities. On errands
of life, these letters speed to death.
Ah, Bartleby! Ah, humanity!
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